peep peeps!

Yessss it's been aaages that I didn't update my blog i knowww. I was so busy with lots of stuff. Biasa la, budak skolah en hahaha ish cepat2 la habis SPM. Actually i'm posting this to let you guys know that i'm no longer using my MySpace account. I didn't online for a long time that i totally forgot my MySpace password, and i can't reset my password because i also forgot the password for the email that i use for MySpace :(

Soo now i'm left with my Facebook account, takde MySpace pun takpe, i malas dah nak online benda tuu. haha

That's it for now muah.

YEAY!

3 WEEKS OF HELL

Good luck to me and,

Good luck to those of you who're in Form 5!

MATILAH SAYA.......

OH noooo diag-fucking-nostic exam gonna start next tuesday yess people i repeat next tuesday.
I have not touch my book yet eventhough it's a one week holiday, you wanna know why?? Coz it's holiday, and holiday means it's the time for my brain to relax from the tension i got from school. Studying during holiday is fuuuuucking hard and impossible. AND yes i do blame my laziness T_T
I've only studied for add maths chapter 2 form 5 hahaha and i'm quite worried for my add maths coz i'm trying not to fail again, i can't stand hearing Pn Jeyanthi go Blablablaaaohhngeelaaaaolalala '-_-
I'm not going to take account this time (again) coz i'm soooo not ready for it and plus i don't want to jam-packed my brain.
So people we'll see how my result went after the exam.

GOOD LUCK DOH EQA

YOU'RE THE APPLE OF MY EYES

I just can't keep my eyes off beautiful models. Awh come on i know everybody can't. But i adore them so much! Sheesh, am i weird? I love to watch someone that is beautiful or gorgeous. ANY human being. I hate to see how perfect god created them, how painful my eyes to see something that is so beautiful. That's why when beautiful girls walk passed me, i will definitely STARE, well, in the not-obvious way of course. It's real guys, i like beautiful girls, not that i'm attracted to my own sex, my eyes love seeing things like that. I like seeing beautiful boys too but well this one's a bit dangerous coz i have a boyfriend so you got the idea rite? :D

My favourite model is Miranda Kerr. Goshh can't you see how beautiful she is? Damn.

My current favourite. Models of Victoria's Secret.

How lucky to have a beautiful body like a model, and i've always dreamt for that hahaha but nooooo it will not be a reality coz i'm fugly. huu..

IT'S A LOVE DAY

It's March thirteenth, a big day for me. My very own special love day. Me and Hadry, we've been together for one year. I know to some people, this is like no big deal. But it is to me because he's the longest boyfriend i've ever lived with. We have been through so many things, from good things to the worst. We have gone through the ups and downs. He may not be the best man in the world, he may not have the things that would make me feel like i'm on top of the world. But he has the biggest heart among all, he loves me so much, and i love him so much too. I don't know whether i can lose him or not. You're apart of me now baby.

I don't want anybody else,
because i belong to you,
body and soul.

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY SAYANG

HELLO YOU JUNE GIRL!

I got this from ekamil's (the photographer) profile on MySpace.
I was born on June and i am proud of it, haha, in fact i share my birthday with Angelina Jolie! How cool is that? HAHAHHA.
I'm amazed by this thing, its 99.9% true
So you wanna know bits of me? Go figure!

JUN

• Berfikiran jauh dan berwawasan (intelektual)
• Mudah tertawan kerana sikap baik
• Berperangai yang lemah lembut
• Mudah berubah sikap, perangai atau mood
• Idea yang terlalu banyak di dalam kepala
• Bersikap sensitif
• Otaknya aktif (sentiasa berfikir)
• Sukar melakukan sesuatu dengan segera
• Bersikap suka menangguh-nangguh
• Bersikap terlalu memilih dan mahukan yang terbaik
• Cepat marah tapi cepat sejuk
• Suka bercakap dan berdebat
• Otaknya cerdas dan berangan-angan
• Mudah dan pandai berkawan
• Orangnya sangat tertib
• Pandai mempamerkan sikap
• Mudah kecil hati
• Mudah kena selsema
• Suka berkemas
• Cepat bosan
• Bersikap terlalu memilih dan cerewet
• Kurang mempamerkan perasaan
• Lambat nak sembuh apabila hatinya terluka
• Suka barangan berjenama
• Kedegilan yang tidak terkawal
• Suka buat lawak dan bergurau

What's your month? :p

I AM READY TO LET YOU GO.

Hello people. Today is a very calming Friday, because its a public holiday means no school means i don't have to wake up early. I was browsing my old friends Facebook and MySpace and suddenly i realised that i missed them so much, and we didn't contact for such a long time. Sometimes i felt like i'm a bad friend, because even i missed them like hell, i show no effort in contacting them or telling them how much i missed them. But its not like im a veryvery bad friend, i do contact them sometimes. I'm actually very sensitive in friendship's issues. It's just that i never show that to my friends, even if they accidentally hurt me inside. That is me. It is very hard for me to show my feeling, and i like to keep things to myself. I love my old friends, i appreciate them cause they've always been there for me. But that is the old story. I'm starting a new chapter now. When i'm with them, i always felt like i am nobody, i am alone, it's like i was left behind, like it's only me who had to come to them. I've been feeling like that for years,and i'm very tired. I always cried when i thought about them, because of this. I push myself to be strong, because i love them and i know that they love me too (maybe?). No they're not bad, in fact they're very good friends. But maybe they didn't know that sometimes they did hurt me a little. Maybe it's time. If i lost them now, i think i'm ready. Sometimes we just have to let people that we love go, then only we can move on. I have a lot of friends, and i'm happy with my current friends but i don't know why i still feel lonely sometimes, like i'm alone and nobody care about me. And they're the people that i love the most now cause i spend most of my time with them. Wanna know my forever wish? I want to have a bestfriend. I never had one, yes go and pity me i know i'm pathetic. The only person who is close enough to me to be my bestfriend is my boyfriend. I think i'm very weird, because i can be alone, and i can do anything without my friends with me. That's who i am since i was a kid. I'm quite an independent person and i learn not to depend to other people. So guys, do appreciate your close friends or bestfriends, apologise to them if you did hurt them, before it's too late okayh? Because friends play a very big role in your life and without them your life will sucks like hell.

God oh God, if you can listen to me now, can you give me a bestfriend?

8.35pm