peep peeps!

Yessss it's been aaages that I didn't update my blog i knowww. I was so busy with lots of stuff. Biasa la, budak skolah en hahaha ish cepat2 la habis SPM. Actually i'm posting this to let you guys know that i'm no longer using my MySpace account. I didn't online for a long time that i totally forgot my MySpace password, and i can't reset my password because i also forgot the password for the email that i use for MySpace :(

Soo now i'm left with my Facebook account, takde MySpace pun takpe, i malas dah nak online benda tuu. haha

That's it for now muah.

YEAY!

3 WEEKS OF HELL

Good luck to me and,

Good luck to those of you who're in Form 5!

MATILAH SAYA.......

OH noooo diag-fucking-nostic exam gonna start next tuesday yess people i repeat next tuesday.
I have not touch my book yet eventhough it's a one week holiday, you wanna know why?? Coz it's holiday, and holiday means it's the time for my brain to relax from the tension i got from school. Studying during holiday is fuuuuucking hard and impossible. AND yes i do blame my laziness T_T
I've only studied for add maths chapter 2 form 5 hahaha and i'm quite worried for my add maths coz i'm trying not to fail again, i can't stand hearing Pn Jeyanthi go Blablablaaaohhngeelaaaaolalala '-_-
I'm not going to take account this time (again) coz i'm soooo not ready for it and plus i don't want to jam-packed my brain.
So people we'll see how my result went after the exam.

GOOD LUCK DOH EQA

YOU'RE THE APPLE OF MY EYES

I just can't keep my eyes off beautiful models. Awh come on i know everybody can't. But i adore them so much! Sheesh, am i weird? I love to watch someone that is beautiful or gorgeous. ANY human being. I hate to see how perfect god created them, how painful my eyes to see something that is so beautiful. That's why when beautiful girls walk passed me, i will definitely STARE, well, in the not-obvious way of course. It's real guys, i like beautiful girls, not that i'm attracted to my own sex, my eyes love seeing things like that. I like seeing beautiful boys too but well this one's a bit dangerous coz i have a boyfriend so you got the idea rite? :D

My favourite model is Miranda Kerr. Goshh can't you see how beautiful she is? Damn.

My current favourite. Models of Victoria's Secret.

How lucky to have a beautiful body like a model, and i've always dreamt for that hahaha but nooooo it will not be a reality coz i'm fugly. huu..

IT'S A LOVE DAY

It's March thirteenth, a big day for me. My very own special love day. Me and Hadry, we've been together for one year. I know to some people, this is like no big deal. But it is to me because he's the longest boyfriend i've ever lived with. We have been through so many things, from good things to the worst. We have gone through the ups and downs. He may not be the best man in the world, he may not have the things that would make me feel like i'm on top of the world. But he has the biggest heart among all, he loves me so much, and i love him so much too. I don't know whether i can lose him or not. You're apart of me now baby.

I don't want anybody else,
because i belong to you,
body and soul.

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY SAYANG

HELLO YOU JUNE GIRL!

I got this from ekamil's (the photographer) profile on MySpace.
I was born on June and i am proud of it, haha, in fact i share my birthday with Angelina Jolie! How cool is that? HAHAHHA.
I'm amazed by this thing, its 99.9% true
So you wanna know bits of me? Go figure!

JUN

• Berfikiran jauh dan berwawasan (intelektual)
• Mudah tertawan kerana sikap baik
• Berperangai yang lemah lembut
• Mudah berubah sikap, perangai atau mood
• Idea yang terlalu banyak di dalam kepala
• Bersikap sensitif
• Otaknya aktif (sentiasa berfikir)
• Sukar melakukan sesuatu dengan segera
• Bersikap suka menangguh-nangguh
• Bersikap terlalu memilih dan mahukan yang terbaik
• Cepat marah tapi cepat sejuk
• Suka bercakap dan berdebat
• Otaknya cerdas dan berangan-angan
• Mudah dan pandai berkawan
• Orangnya sangat tertib
• Pandai mempamerkan sikap
• Mudah kecil hati
• Mudah kena selsema
• Suka berkemas
• Cepat bosan
• Bersikap terlalu memilih dan cerewet
• Kurang mempamerkan perasaan
• Lambat nak sembuh apabila hatinya terluka
• Suka barangan berjenama
• Kedegilan yang tidak terkawal
• Suka buat lawak dan bergurau

What's your month? :p

I AM READY TO LET YOU GO.

Hello people. Today is a very calming Friday, because its a public holiday means no school means i don't have to wake up early. I was browsing my old friends Facebook and MySpace and suddenly i realised that i missed them so much, and we didn't contact for such a long time. Sometimes i felt like i'm a bad friend, because even i missed them like hell, i show no effort in contacting them or telling them how much i missed them. But its not like im a veryvery bad friend, i do contact them sometimes. I'm actually very sensitive in friendship's issues. It's just that i never show that to my friends, even if they accidentally hurt me inside. That is me. It is very hard for me to show my feeling, and i like to keep things to myself. I love my old friends, i appreciate them cause they've always been there for me. But that is the old story. I'm starting a new chapter now. When i'm with them, i always felt like i am nobody, i am alone, it's like i was left behind, like it's only me who had to come to them. I've been feeling like that for years,and i'm very tired. I always cried when i thought about them, because of this. I push myself to be strong, because i love them and i know that they love me too (maybe?). No they're not bad, in fact they're very good friends. But maybe they didn't know that sometimes they did hurt me a little. Maybe it's time. If i lost them now, i think i'm ready. Sometimes we just have to let people that we love go, then only we can move on. I have a lot of friends, and i'm happy with my current friends but i don't know why i still feel lonely sometimes, like i'm alone and nobody care about me. And they're the people that i love the most now cause i spend most of my time with them. Wanna know my forever wish? I want to have a bestfriend. I never had one, yes go and pity me i know i'm pathetic. The only person who is close enough to me to be my bestfriend is my boyfriend. I think i'm very weird, because i can be alone, and i can do anything without my friends with me. That's who i am since i was a kid. I'm quite an independent person and i learn not to depend to other people. So guys, do appreciate your close friends or bestfriends, apologise to them if you did hurt them, before it's too late okayh? Because friends play a very big role in your life and without them your life will sucks like hell.

God oh God, if you can listen to me now, can you give me a bestfriend?

8.35pm

i'm better when i'm with you

MUHAMMAD HADRI <3

i love you sooooo very very much!!

i don't know why i wrote this

i kept thinking about you , i'm lame people i knowwww

but WHATEVER

i can't wait for our 1 year anniversary next month

we've been through lots of things together

what can i say, you're the best i've ever had!!!

How sweet it is to love, and to be dissolved, and as it were to bathe myself in thy love.

10.00pm

17.02.2010

Haha semalam pergi lepak dgn Siti, Fatin S, Zu, Era & Fatin F. Mula2 semangat je ahh dorg ckp nak tgk movie enn last2 tak jadi. Dorg kata, movie kat Pavi penuh so tape ah lek ah kitorg buat ah benda lain. Btw dorg gerak dari sekolah coz ade kelas tambahan aku tade so aku dgn happynye gerak dari rumah sorg2 pi jumpa dorg kat Time Square waaah agak lama aku tunggu kat Borders tu sambil membelek2 magazine yg ade muka Justin Bieber as the coverboy hahaha. And Nuril tak sampai lagi time tuh, then kitorg pon berjumpalah sekejap dgn Salihin, Syazrin and Ameer. Plan nak main bowling but tak jd ahhh REMPIT hot byk haha so bye2 TS kitorg pon gerak KTV nak nyanyi tp time tu mamat tiga ekor tu tade dah blah dah nak pegi masjid kata Salihin haih bodoh betul '-_-

Lepas tu nyanyi2 kat KTV semangat btol Siti tu nyanyi tp aku pon sama jee haha biasa ahh bab nyanyi2 aku sukaaa sgt nak2 dah lama tak karaoke. Tergelak2 mcm ape jela dlm tuu.
Pastuuu dah habis satu jam di KTV tatau nak gi mana Pavi ke BB?? Era nak gi Pavi hubby dea di sana, Zu nak gi BB nak gi beli baju, aku tak kisah mana2 pon bole. Then pegi ahh BB pastu ann Era pulak on phone ngn hubby dea sumpah doh muka dea tension then kitorg tnyela, hubby kau mara ke Era? Dea keep on denying tp mcm tak nmpak plak muka tension dea tuu. Then sbb takut Era gado dgn hubby kitorg pon gerak ahh Pavi, fuyoo muka Azrol hubby Era gila tension pastu kitorg chow tamau kacau haha.

Then dorg nak gerak KLCC plak haha ape boleh aku ckp dorg sume baka robot jee jalan mmg tak pnat ahh kan. Sampai KLCC lepak kat foodcourt pastuu annnn hahahaa ade satu cite klaka dohh, Ade sorg kakak ni dok meja sbelah kitorg. Mula2 ingat dea normal la sbb nampak comel bergaya kan pastu tiba2 dea mcm asyik tersenyum tergelak sorg haha aku ingat kan senyum kat phone dea ke, snyum kat org lain ke, pastu aku pandang ah, mana ade sape2 pandang dea pon hahaha sah GILA kakak tuu. Sumpah aku tak tahan nak gelak tgk kakak tu tp huih of coz ah aku cover2 en tak baik ahh bg kakak u nmpak aku gelak tp aku mmg tak tertahan dah aku gelak je ahh Siti pon sibuk gelak sama ,Nuril and Fatin S pon sama hahahaha. Kitorg buat kesimpulan maybe kakak tu ade tekanan jiwa kot baru lepas break ke ape ennn. Banyak ahh benda2 merepek kakak tu buat then last2 dea blahh tatau ah nak gi mana balik rumah jagaan kot hahahaha. Sumpah doohh klaka. Then gi Kinokuniya plak tibe2 masuk entrance dea dah bunyi tit tit tit tuuu adoi aku baru masuk kot takkan ah dah curi buku kot sungguh tak masuk akal then ape lagi buat muka tatau malu kat situ guard check barang dlm beg hahahaha tak phm aku. And ade byk gak insiden klaka kat Kinokuniya tu tp papelah malas nak citee.

Then kitorg sume balik,,
Hunnyku ade tunggu kat train Pandan Jaya tuu haha aku tatau pon, mmg surprise ah then lepak ahh hahaha imy ily haha
Tu je ah story semalam, mmg bestlah heee k ahhh habis dah cite, haha fuiyoo mmg panjang ahaa
bye

WHEN CAN I GO WATCH MOVIE?? T_T
and its only 2.45 pm here

CNY HOLIDAY ?

ahhhh for a very very long time and only today i can update my blog? Grrr so sorry im so busy for the first two months of school. This is actually my second post in here, i go and deleted my first post because when i read it back it make no sense haha. So you guys will see this post as the first one lolol. Okay so i'll tell you what happened since the first day of school.

in SCHOOL,
the first day of school sucks much, i was like wondering in what class i'll be and i got Alpha. I had NO friends there so i was very lonely. My close friends, ALL of them are in the same class now, well not same with me of course. I kept thinking whether to change my class or not, but then i thought why don't i give this class a chance? And that was what i did i'm okay now i survive OF COURSE it's just that being in this class was stressful, i got to compete with other bright students other than piles of homework huuuuuuuu T__T

Oh and my classmates they talk tooooo much and so teachers labelled my class as "The Most Noisiest Class in SBU" but nooooo i'm such a good student i don't make noise i don't talk too much or too loud and i spend my leisure time in the class finishing my homework or sleep coz again,i'm such a good student, HAHA.

I miss last year when i'm in Gamma, i can make all that fucking weird sounds when everybody was quite, i miss talking to my close friends there, laffing with them and watch the boys doing things that are soooo kindergarten,lol. No worries, i'm still close with them coz i always visit the class when there's no teacher in Alpha heeee. And i went to tuition with some of my close friends eg, Siti, Zulaikha, Fatin S and Era

NVM, i'll survive for this year, and btw Pn Jeyanthi, do you know that i'm afraid of you? Don't worry dear teacher, i'll try not to fail my Add Maths anymore in fact, all Alpha-ians will try not to fail Add Maths coz errr, they're afraid of you??

Got netball practices and my knee got these sweet bruises shit nvm they're gone now :)
Remind me for SPM kay? uhh

BF,
lots of fights lately i'm sorry hunny i know i'm a bad gf
Last Feb 13th was our eleventh month anniversary and syg i love you soooo muchhh kay??
Had so much fun snapping pictures but that camera was stupid picture always blurrr :(
And we don't celebrate Valentine

FAMILY,
papa bought ipod shuffle,haha thx i like it and i appreciate it
House got Internet back! yeayyyyyyyyy yeayyyyyy kaboommm!! fireworksss etc etc haha i luff you papa.

---->CNY holiday, im stuck at home very boring nothing to do just sitting in front laptop and trying to finish my homework YAWN YAWN, lol

HAPPY HOLIDAY PEEPS,

and its only 1.10 pm here.